I was fairly drunk when it
began and I took out my bottle and used it
along the way. I was reading a week or two after
Kandel and I did not look quite as
pretty but
I brought it off and we
ended up at the Webbs, 6, 8, 10 of
us, and I drank scotch, wine, beer, tequila
and noticed a nice one sitting next to me –
one tooth missing when she smiled,
lovely, and I put my arm around her
and began loading her with bullshit.
when I awakened at 10 a.m. the next morning
I was in a strange house
in bed with this
woman. she was asleep but looked
familiar.
I got up and here was one kid running around in a
crib and another one running around the floor in
pajamas. I picked up a letter addressed to one
“Betsy R.”, so I went back and said,
“hey, Betsy, there are kids running around all over
this place.”
“oh Hank, damn it, I’m sick. I want to sleep, not
rap.”
“but look, the …”
“make yourself some
coffee.”
I put the pot on and the little boy ran up in his
pajamas. I found a shirt and some pants and some
shoes and
dressed him.
then I cleaned a bottle with hot water, filled it
with milk and gave it to the kid in the
crib. he went for
it.
then I went in and squeezed her
hand. “I’ve got to go. are you all
right ?”
“yes, a little sick. but please don’t feel
bad.”
I called a yellow cab and we went back across
town.
is this what happened to
D. Thomas ? I thought.
if a man didn’t think too much he could be proud of his little
conquests –
except that the women were better than we – asking nothing
as we squirted our poetry
our bullshit our
sperm to
them.
we were sick poets sick
people.
across town I knocked on the door of my host and
hostess.
“what happened ?” they
asked.
“nothing. got
lost.”
they sat a beer in front of me
and I drank it as if I were
wordly:
a piece-of-ass
any-night
anywhere
type.
“somebody got a
cigarette ?” I asked.
“sure, sure.”
I lit up and asked,
“heard from Creely
lately ?”
not giving a damn whether they had or
not.

Analysis, meaning and summary of Charles Bukowski's poem New Mexico

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